My father just died in his sleep. He had passed by the time the paramedics arrived.

They still did their best, which I am very grateful for, but they even an entire trash bag full of used instruments that were stuffed under the bed for some reason

I’m glad that I found it sooner over later but it’s mildly infuriating that they just discarded their medical waste under his bed.

(NSFW some blood)

I’ve been taking care of him for over 5 years and it’s made things a lot harder for me, seeing all of that all over.

    • popemichael@lemmy.sdf.orgOPEnglish
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      1 year ago

      Thank you very much. This is something that I really needed to hear.

      I feel like I’m walking through a fog, having to do the same things I did dealing with death stuff that I had to do for my grandmother not but 3 months ago.

      I will for sure do that sort of meditation and I will see if it works. I’m sure it will as it seems like a good way to hack a memory…

      Thank you so much for taking the time that you did to write that out for me.